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Fucking Tranny

Talking with a friend at TrueNudists finally I received an answer to a question I’ve been asking to many Bi men throughout the years: What is the attractiveness of playing with a cock that is in a woman rather than a man?”

Somehow his answer took me by surprise.

He said it is the pleasure of being dominated by a woman, but instead of she using a strap-on, a transsexual woman has the “real thing”.

I guess somehow I am too traditional in sex roles and tend to see men in the dominant role only. In fact, with my ex boyfriend we did sex play, but I was the one bent forward, tied down with a rope, and then fucked by him, and I can tell you I did enjoy it a lot! LOL

So my friend’s answer explains many things I didn’t understand before. For instance, my ex wanted me to top him and I never did because I simply didn’t want the dominant role, so now I guess for my ex I wasn’t “trans enough”. In other words, he was asking me to be a woman with a cock, or the visual, physical part that can be seen, while I was trying to convince him that my penis was an accident of nature, but I was a woman in my feelings and only wanted to be a bottom.

So if we happen to be good for drawing, but prefer to go into sports we should still go for arts? Don’t we have the right to choose what we prefer to do? So in the same way, if I have a cock but prefer to be passive, bottom, the dominated one in bed, why should I still top men just because I have a penis instead of a vagina?

It seems the more female a transsexual may look physically, the more a bi man want her to be his top and fuck him, reducing us to the concept of being just a “Fucking Tranny”

So this means we are screwed anyway! If we look ugly as women then no man would be interested in going to bed with us taking us as women, and the more beautiful we may be, the more the man will want us to fuck them! So it is not how we look in general, female-like or not, the only thing that matters is that we have a cock and they want to experience the thrill of being fucked by a woman. So were are left our inner feelings? No wonder why there are so many transsexual suicides! No way out!

Does this mean we transsexual women are condemn to play sex as top because that’s the “demand” in the “market”? Do we, as transsexual women, have more chances to be bottom in sex play by declaring ourselves a Gay man? And forget about looking like a woman? Does this mean we can choose between looking like a woman but forgetting about sex, and looking like a man if we still want sex as a bottom?

I cannot deny my friend’s answer kind of made me depressive. If looking like a woman, then no sex because no man will take me as his bottom since the only reason they could want me is to be their top. It wouldn’t matter the general female look or the inner feelings as a woman. Just because I have male genitals they automatically expect me to want to top men, independently of what I say, do, or the way I act.

Personally I would love to look like an attractive woman and at the same time I would love to be a bottom in bed, and if no man will give me that kind of sex, I would prefer to pay a male prostitute to be able to place my requirements in bed. Not the ideal situation, but still a possible solution.

It is sadly funny, but at the end it seems the only way I could be a submissive bottom for a man is to “revert” my look to how I used to be before this whole thing started. Let my body hair grow back, my breasts disappear, and re-grow my penis, so to look more as I used to look 14 years ago (plus aging of course), and simply present myself as a Gay man, while hiding my inner female feelings. The picture below is me in 2005, before all the physical changes happened.

At the other hand, frustrating as it is, I am also willing to try being a top for a man and see what the feelings are. Who knows, maybe I will even like it. Personally I don’t think that would be the case, but also I am a Relativist and not an Absolutist, so I don’t claim to have the truth. Maybe I’m wrong about how sex should be for me and what I prefer. Maybe I will discover something I didn’t know could work for me. Who knows. So I will have to try and see.

Any man reading this post willing to pull his pants down and bend over for me? LOL. Hey, it is just for “research” purposes, LOL

Hugs

Angela

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