So yes, I did shave the legs, LOL. Just take a look at the picture above to see the mess I created! I guess I was too much in a hurry to see results and didn’t take the time to do things carefully. At least the rash and skin damage were only at the most upper part of the legs, so it is just a small portion…nothing a couple of days applying Aloe Gel can’t fix.
And so now it is just the arms that aren’t shaved, which I cannot do because it’ll be too obvious; being summer time (almost) my brother wears T shirts with short sleeves, so the arms would accuse something strange going on. The rest of the body should be OK since my brother always use something in the upper part (never without a shirt), and never wears shorts, so all the so far shaved areas will be always covered with clothes; my brother never even go barefoot! It is me the one who loves to be naked every time I can! LOL
Now, in the previous post I mentioned I was planning something to “force” my time living in physical life. What happens is that, if I cannot take the body completely to be a woman full time and “out of the closet”, meaning by that with legal sex and name change, then the next best thing should be to live as a woman part time, while my brother remains in physical life continuing his own life. In other words, he would remain as a man legally, yet physically his body could be “adapted” to be used sporadically as a woman.
You see, as I already mentioned, my brother and his wife are basically roommates sleeping in different bedrooms. They never see each other naked again and for the past 15 years, which is what allows me to shave the body to have it hairless for when I can use it. And if they never see each other naked again, she never sees his genitals either, which means they can be removed!
I know it may sound a little extreme, but my brother would gladly let me have the body to transform it into a female body, except that he knows that would mean loosing his family. He and his wife may not be a couple anymore, but my brother still have feelings for his family and doesn’t want to loose them, so it is not so simple as to tell them he is “switching sides”. They would never understand and/or accept. I know she would not.
So why not to use the situation as it is and, considering she never see him naked, just do half surgeries and remove the penis and testicles, but without creating a vagina, and definitely without changing name and sex legally. In the outside my brother would continue living as a man and looking “mostly” as a man, while under his clothes it’ll be a body with a shape mostly female, except for the absence of a vagina. The shape between the legs would be generally female; and with the aid (and need from then on) of female hormones to compensate for the absence of the testicles (no Testosterone generation anymore) small breasts should develop. It wouldn’t be a perfect female shape, especially for the still male proportion between shoulders and hips, but at least it should be close enough to be a woman physically, even if not the most attractive, as you can see in the picture below, which I touched up to make disappear the penis and testicles and reduced the waist as to visualize the body after loosing the extra weight, together with adding a wig to obtain the general look.
Not the best looking woman, I know, but I think it should “pass” good enough to be seen as a woman rather than a man.
There are many other little details to worry about related to how my brother can still have his man’s life with a semi-female body under the clothes, together with many other little details to worry about related to how I can have a woman’s life with an incomplete female body and no identity, but I’ll tell you more about those in the next post.