In my profile in TSMeet I try to specify that I am really A Two Spirits person, rather than a Transsexual Woman. I am a Transsexual Woman more by consequence than by fact.
Let me explain you how this whole thing works.
Usually it is expected a Masculine Spirit to occupy a Male Body, conforming that way a Man. At the other hand, it is expected a Feminine Spirit to occupy a Female Body, conforming that way a Woman. But sometimes a Masculine Spirit takes a Female Body, conforming that way a Transsexual Man; a Man in a woman’s body, and the same can happen the other way around, where a Feminine Spirit occupies a Male Body, becoming then a Transsexual Woman, a Woman in a man’s body.
But sometimes it can also happen that two Spirits come to occupy one body, becoming then a Two Spirits person. This is nothing new, as American Indians noticed this happening among their own, and they called them a Two Spirits person. It is from American Indians that this classification and concept of a Two Spirits person was taken for use nowadays.
I am a Two Spirit person. Or I should better say, “we” are a Two Spirit person. My brother, who is a Masculine Spirit, and I, who am a Feminine Spirit. We both occupy my brother’s body, which is a Male Body.
In this way, My brother is a straight man who likes women. He has a male body, and so everything is according to what society and people expect. The problem is that I too exist in the same body, or better said, we both, my brother and I, occupy the same physical brain of his Male Body.
Normally, and for more than 40 years in his life, just my brother’s Spirit had control over the body, so he was a normal man who lived as a man and liked women. He formed a family and had a child. Everything was fine and “correct” until, at around the age of 45, he started to feel that something wasn’t quite right in his brain. No, he wasn’t crazy! He discovered my existence. He realized that another spirit was also occupying his own brain!
After perceiving feelings, tastes, desires and reactions that were not of his own, and even more, in many ways opposite of those of his own, he came to realize there was also a Feminine Spirit in his brain. With time analyzing and revisiting his memories of childhood, younger years and adulthood, he came to realize a woman was always there, somehow pushing those feelings, tastes desires and reactions into his own, conforming this way a very different man of what he normally was!
Just a couple of years ago my brother decided to give me the opportunity to experience physical life, so allowed me to take control of the body and go out for a walk in a park, so I could perceive physical life in my own (borrowed) body. By that time I took his body still with the look of a man in the outside, and just my Spirit of a Woman in the brain.
But many circumstances pushed my brother to consider the possibility of giving me permanently his body, and so I could live physical life 24/7, while he would go to occupy my place in the brain, existing in a “spiritual”form inside the body. Basically switching places in the brain.
Then the problem for me of being a Feminine Spirit in a Male Body, which turned me into a Transsexual Woman, since the body I would be occupying was a Male one.
For this reason, my brother decided to let me “adapt” his Male body into a more female form, for which I started to shave the whole body (as you can see in the pictures, my brother’s body used to be extremely hairy!), and later go ahead and do more changes, like reducing the size of the eyebrows, start with laser hair removal in the whole body and face, and letting the body be transformed into a more female form, probably in part because of my personal extreme desire of having a true female body.
As you can see, there has been a big change in shape and look in the past couple of years. From my brother’s hairy body with a flat chest, to my actual body without hair, some developing breasts and a shrinking cock!!
Nowadays I have a more female form, although there is still a lot of work to do to reach a “decent” female look. But I’ve been working on that, and hope in a couple of years be able to reach a point where my now mine body would be accepted as a female one in society.
So you see, we are a Two Spirit person, but by taking full and permanent control of the body, I become a Transsexual Woman; a Feminine Spirit in a Male Body; a Woman in the wrong body!!
I hope this clarify a bit this concept.