Sometimes it is just overwhelming when trying to be a woman in everybody’s eyes. There are so many things that have to be “complied” with, that when trying to separate time to do those things it just seems like an impossible task!
The thing is, since my brother is letting me have his body more and more time, and allowing me to do changes so when I use it I can look female, the need for me to do those changes arises. So I planned how I will do the changes, and now I am just trying to get the time to do all of that. Let me tell you what I want to do.
-Loose weight to have a slim body
-Workout my legs to get them a female shape
-Workout my butt to get it stronger and bigger
-Workout my waist to reduce its size the most I can
-Workout my chest and back to help the muscles keep me straight up
-Stretch out to gain flexibility, so I can move more easily
-Exercise my voice to discover my female voice and get proficient in its use
-Learn to use words women use rather than my brother’s man’s words
-Learn to gesticulate and use facial expressions women use
-Learn to walk, seat, dance, etc like women do
-Learn to properly select clothing and accessories
-Get laser hair removal in my beard so to have a smooth face
-Get laser to reduce the size of my eyebrows
-Take care of my face so to reduce wrinkles and blemishes
-Exercise the muscles in my face to reduce chick skin sagging
-Get laser hair removal in my whole body
-Get hair implants in my head so to have my own long hair rather than a wig
-Get breast implants
-Get nipples tattooed in my breasts
-Get sex change surgery!
Quite a list, isn’t it? Some require money but most of them require time; lots of money and lots of time!!
It might seem I am too much into “details”, but I really want to look like a woman, and not just a woman, but an attractive one!! So that’s why I have such a long list of things to complete in my own feminization process. I want to look like an attractive woman not only with clothes, but also when completely naked!!
But there are things I cannot change and will have to work around those, like for instance my rib cage. It is the size of a man’s rib cage for my height, which means it is bigger that a woman my height would have. Another thing is the shoulder width, which is bigger than my hips width, while in a woman is the opposite.
So all I can do to compensate is to get my hips width bigger, together with a bigger butt, so the rib cage and the shoulders, together with the waist will look a little more proportional for a woman. It will never be perfect, nor even enough, but I believe I can get them to a decent proportion if I follow the list above. Like a woman that looks a little odd, but because of her beauty, voice and manners, people can forget the odd proportions and still see her as a woman rather than a man in women’s clothes, and even find her attractive and desirable!!
We’ll see what happens; I just have to find the time and money to get things done and finally be a complete woman in my body and mind. For now all I can do is advance what I can, and believe me, I’m trying hard!!