Female Cock

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A couple of weeks ago I received an email from a man I dated long ago and never heard from him again (like October last year). He loved to play with my breasts, but later in some mail exchange he told me he also likes to dress as a woman, and clearly he was more into men dressing as women and having a cock down there than into women. When I clarified that I was expecting to be a woman for him and him a man for me I never heard from him again…until a couple of weeks ago.

He wants to meet and insists he loves my breasts. I know he wants cock, and the female part I can give him would be just like a little bonus. Still, and even though I don’t want to use my cock when having sex with a man, I think I will meet him again and see what happens. I might want to be seen as a woman, but I must accept that I don’t have the sexual parts of a woman, so most probably the only men interested in being with me in bed will be bi-sexual men, who like women, but also like cock. I guess it is all part of experimentation, don’t you agree?

 

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At the other hand, many times I’ve questioned myself what is the real problem here? Is it that I don’t want men touching my cock because it reminds me that I have a male body? Or is it my own mind that cannot accept that a man playing with my cock is just playing with my sexual organs, and I can still feel a woman with just sexual parts of a different shape? After all, many times I’ve heard: “Sex is sex”.

From the second possibility, could it be that is not different from a woman who feels bad about her very small breasts, and think a man telling her he loves her breast must be lying because real men like big breasts?

The external shape shouldn’t make the whole difference…after all, that mentality is what leads to discrimination; so what really counts is what’s inside. And at the other hand, we know that someone who doesn’t meet the “standard” requirements from society to be considered attractive can be very attractive when in his/her mind he/she feels very attractive. Like when it is said someone who is very self-assured has more chances of success.

 

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In other words, if I completely feel as a woman with no doubts in my mind, I should enjoy the moment a man is playing withy my cock, because to me it’ll be a man playing with my female parts that just have a different shape from the most common and expected (like a woman with flat chest).

Also it should be a lot easier to leave no doubts in other people that I am a woman if, even not meeting the standard requirements from society of what a woman should look like, I feel completely self assured that I am a woman when dressing as one and being among other people. In other words, I’ll have more chances of success passing as a woman just because of the attitude rather than the external elements I can collect and use.

Not that the external elements are not important, but more like they are just a part in the whole process.

The thing is, I’ll meet this man again, but this time I’ll go with a different attitude: My sexual organs have a shape that is not the typical for women, but I am a woman all the same.

After we meet I’ll let you know what happened.

Angel

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