While having my profile in the crossdresser’s site I noticed that it seems most of the people there, those who present themselves as Man looking for Crossdresser, and those as Crossdresser looking for Crossdresser, seem to be looking for cock!
I know, is a sex site! But I thought that maybe there were some men who wanted a crossdresser as an alternative of a woman, and were willing to accept that that woman has male genitals in exchange of being with someone that tries harder to be feminine and that really wanted to please a man. Someone that, because of feeling and wanting to be a woman, and knowing that their genitals are of a man, would pay more attention to details and try harder to be like a sweet woman that wants to give him the feeling of being the most desirable man on Earth, independently of his look and financial situation.
The reason I thought there might be some men out there who want women and are willing to go with a crossdresser is because when I was searching for a date as a man to be with a woman I came across “Kendra”.
At that time I still didn’t have the feelings of wanting to be a woman, so was a man who wanted a woman to make love with, and I wanted her to be sweet, caring and very sexual, and since no woman seemed to be like that (or maybe I wasn’t handsome, famous and/or rich enough!), I was willing to sort of give an opportunity to a crossdresser to be, feel and be treated as a woman in exchange of being sweet and sexual with me. Kendra was a real woman with male genitals, and I would have happily lived with her as a married couple of man and woman. As long as nobody else saw her genitals, nobody would have ever known she was really a woman with a male body.
It didn’t work out because it seems I wasn’t man enough for her, and although I felt bad at that time, now I believe she detected me as someone who was more of a woman than a man, which I discovered later.
The thing is, if I was willing to be with her disregarding her type of genitals and seeing her as a woman because of her ways and feelings, why cannot be another man who feels the same way!
Yet everybody wants cock!
So no matter how much I hide my cock in my pictures in the crossdressing site; and no matter how much I show my boobs and talk about my desires of being a woman for a man, they always end up saying that they want to suck my cock! So it seems sort of weird to me that a man presents himself as a man looking for a beautiful and sexy girl in a crossdresser, yet what he is really searching for is a cock to suck.
Unfortunately that site doesn’t have the feature of blog posting, so I cannot do anything to explain other than continually change my profile description.
I guess is about to keep searching and discarding, until I come across a man who doesn’t want to suck my cock, but rather penetrate me and let me suck his cock and be sweet and caring with him, so I have the opportunity to make him feel the most desirable man on Earth, independently of his look and financial situation.